This week we went to our Dr and got the heartbreaking news that one of our little twins had just stopped growing. The silver lining to this very sad news is that baby A is still doing fine. It was just the most miserable thing to see the two little sacs one still and tiny and the contrast of the other moving around, growing and getting stronger. I know we are still very blessed to have one I guess I just fell in love with the idea of two so this week will be just about shifting back to one. I also feel a little embarrassed that we told everyone so early. We were just so excited but looking back it seems foolish and a little immature. I also want to thank my friends and family. I am so lucky to have the support. I know all this IVF, baby talk and now miscarriage talk has been draining on our loved ones too. So thanks for the kind words, prayers and support.... we will get through this hopefully with a healthy baby at the end of this road. xoxox

blue+blue. blue+pink or pink+ pink????

I've been meaning to post but seeing that my life consists of: going to work, throwing up and sleeping there isn't much to post about! This week has been particularly rough I have actually lost weight and wore my 'skinny' jeans today :( This not going to be a big complaint post because I am so grateful! Grateful to be pregnant, blessed that it is twins, happy in all the ways one could be for the changes that are in our future but mostly I am curious!! I can't wait to find out what I am having? I won't find out for a while longer but I think it's 2 boys!!! What do you think?

Big News!!

After a very long road...4 years, 6 IUI's, 3 IVF's and countless tears...... drum roll please.... I am pregnant!! And it's TWINS! I wasn't really ready to share BUT my very excited husband decided to post my sonogram on facebook so here we are! Thrilled, terrified and tired! I'm going to post the whole story but for now...I need a nap

Big week

Here we go again! Thanks to all of our friends and family for sending happy thoughts and love our way!

Happy St. Paddy's

We took Max for a "Shamrock Shake" ahh how our version of St Patrick's Day fun has changed! Green beer has been traded for green ice cream! (I never liked beer anyway!!)

Hoarder

So, I am in spring cleaning mode. Majorly. I am working on my Everest: My closets. I really want to purge so we have the space to have an organized home. So my question is for you is what do you do with your clothes that you don't wear anymore? don't judge me but I can't bear to put my semi- designer (mostly Nanette Lepore & Anthropologie) clothes in garbage bags and drop them at the DI. Should I put them on ebay? Or just get over myself and donate? Help! Anyone who knows me knows I have a bit of crazy attachment to my clothes.

Hoping I can remember this this week and that those around me can too! This week begins hormone shots in addition to the pills I'm already taking! So, needless to say I feel awesome! The mood swings are the worst and I know if we get pregnant it will all be worth it so I just have to keep that in mind when I want to squeeze the life out of those around me!