This week we went to our Dr and got the heartbreaking news that one of our little twins had just stopped growing. The silver lining to this very sad news is that baby A is still doing fine. It was just the most miserable thing to see the two little sacs one still and tiny and the contrast of the other moving around, growing and getting stronger. I know we are still very blessed to have one I guess I just fell in love with the idea of two so this week will be just about shifting back to one. I also feel a little embarrassed that we told everyone so early. We were just so excited but looking back it seems foolish and a little immature. I also want to thank my friends and family. I am so lucky to have the support. I know all this IVF, baby talk and now miscarriage talk has been draining on our loved ones too. So thanks for the kind words, prayers and support.... we will get through this hopefully with a healthy baby at the end of this road. xoxox

blue+blue. blue+pink or pink+ pink????

I've been meaning to post but seeing that my life consists of: going to work, throwing up and sleeping there isn't much to post about! This week has been particularly rough I have actually lost weight and wore my 'skinny' jeans today :( This not going to be a big complaint post because I am so grateful! Grateful to be pregnant, blessed that it is twins, happy in all the ways one could be for the changes that are in our future but mostly I am curious!! I can't wait to find out what I am having? I won't find out for a while longer but I think it's 2 boys!!! What do you think?